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That was such an awesome trip. I think that was the first time we ever met each other. It was like we were drawn to each other.

I remember that trip like it was yesterday. Wasn't that the first time we'd ever met each other? I remember we were practically inseparable during that entire trip.

That was a good trip. A lot of good things happened on that trip. One of the few really happy moments I can remember. That was the trip where we first met each other and hung out the entire summer.

Such good memories from that trip. I really wish life had more times like those. I really miss that trip, so many good things happened. We met for the first time, became inseparable, and had an amazing summer.

How could I forget a trip like that? I remember us meeting on what? The first day? That was the first time we'd ever met wasn't it? That was so great, and then we were together the whole summer.

Yeah that was a pretty good trip. It's where I met you, so that's cool. I guess this conversation would be confusing or impossible without that trip.

That trip was so great. If I hadn't got the cabins confused and ended up asleep in your bed, we never would've met. I'm glad I was confused even if I did get in a little trouble, meeting you was definitely worth it.

I really loved that trip. We met because I mixed up the boys and girls cabins and ended up in your bed because it was in the same location as mine in the other cabin. We scared each other nearly to death when you returned to find a boy in your bed. Crazy how coincidence puts people together.

It was a fun enough trip. It really sucked when your ex-boyfriend at the time started making fun of me for hanging out with you though. All the other kids called me names and played some pretty cruel practical jokes. Eh, that's what happens when you're young and camping though, I suppose.

Yeah it was pretty alright for a trip. I hated the hiking and outdoors stuff though. I remember getting poison Ivy and being itchy like half of the trip. It all worked out in the end though.

My favorite part of the trip was meeting you, by far. Something about you, maybe your eyes, I just knew I could trust you.

Meeting you really made the trip. I was so worried I would be all alone and have no friends there. But there you came along, accidental as it may have been, but you came and there was just something amazing about you.

That was an overall awesome trip. There were definitely some very lame and mean girls there, but that's the way it seems to go.

Well, I'm glad we met there. Without meeting you I couldn't have had all those other great times on that trip. If I'd been left with those mean, bullying girls in my cabin, I probably would've left with a broken nose.

I hated having to deal with bullies on that trip. I think each of us having each other helped so much, though, because we were able to pull together and take on anything as a team.

Yeah I remember having to deal with stupid bullies too. I was so glad I had you. You made me so much stronger.

Those bullies could be so very mean. I had my own share of troubles there, I dunno if you remember. Hanging out with you was my only real escape from the mean kids.

I know. Sometimes it was like torture what some of the bullies put you and I through. I remember being picked on every time I was in my own cabin. It was probably what pushed me to hanging out with you. You wouldn't bully me.

I think we both knew that we would make a good couple, or team... we were just inseperable. We totally complimented each other in every way.

That's really sweet of you. You, of course, were truly amazing. I'll never forget how we spent every day, morning and night, together. We, together, were unbeatable and inseperable.

Yeah I don't really remember what made us such a pair. I just know we hung out a lot. I think it was cool.

Yeah, you were... great. Yeah I mean we ended up hanging out all the time, so you must've been pretty cool.

At least we had each other. If it wasn't for you that trip would've been extremely horrible. Thanks for going.

There were some definitely horrid parts of that trip. But nothing any of us couldn't grow out of I guess. Overall, good trip, some bad, but good. I'm glad we met there.

I'll never forget how amazing it was to have someone to count on through anything. Together I felt like we had no bounds that trip. Without you, I dunno, how things would've turned out. You really made that trip for me.

Having someone else was definitely a good thing. I was such a lonely child, just like now. Everything's so lonely. Having you for that short period helped me forget not usually having anyone. I wish I could bring back that trip and just stay there.

That trip! Just the sound of Sonoho gives me such a warm feeling inside. Do you remember our first kiss?

I absolutely loved that trip! Wasn't that where you got your first kiss? Or should I say "our" first kiss?

It's almost depressing thinking about that trip. It was such a good time. Compared to life now, that was such a blissful period. Wasn't that also the first time we ever kissed each other?

Oh, it makes me sad that I couldn't stay on that trip forever. That was such a high point of life. On that trip was the first time we kissed right?

Camp Sonoho was an unforgettable trip. I remember us even sharing a first kiss on that trip, do you remember that?

Camp Sonoho was pretty sweet. Didn't we kiss on that trip at some point or something?

We did kiss on that trip. I think it was both of our first times. You were so sweet and beautiful. I remember we had sneaked away to the edge of the lake and were standing their under the moonlight just talking for hours. And then something just clicked and before either of us really knew it our lips were touching and of course things followed from there.

That was the trip that we kissed on. I remember being so nervous and just chills flowing through my body while our lips locked together. That was such an amazing night.

Wow, you have a pretty good memory. I'd practically forgotten about that. Crazy.

Yeah I think we did kiss on that trip, it's hard to exactly remember.

That first kiss had to be the best kiss ever. Just the feeling of newness, never really kissing before combined with that strong feeling of puppy love, for lack of a better word. It was just awesome, unforgettable.

That kiss was definitely amazing. I remember having chills all over my body and just feeling so whole and complete when we kissed.

Kissing for the first time was really neat, hard to forget, generally. I just wish I had more moments like that to remember.

I do remember that kiss, it was very sweet. If only life could have more of those sweet moments.

Just stay strong sweetheart. Things will get better. If you're at the bottom the only way left to go is towards the top. I'll be here if you ever need someone to help you climb up.

I'm sure life has given you many great moments to hold on to. You're such a beautiful, smart, and funny girl, I don't see how life could've passed up good moments for you.

Isn't it funny that it works that way? You have these amazing moments at such rare occasions, but then you just get thrown loads of crap the rest of the time. I guess that's life.

Yeah, beautiful moments like that only happen once in a lifetime. I guess that's the way it goes. Life throws you beautiful things so you can later be filled with regrets.

A kiss like that is one in a million. Hell, sharing such a beautiful beach with such a beautiful person is something that only happens once in a lifetime. I'm so glad I was able to share it with you.

I know. That first kiss was awe-inspiring. All the feelings we shared there at the lake were unforgettable. I hope I get a chance to share some more beautiful moments with you, now that you're back around.

I liked kissing on the beach, but it's done and over now. It was a great instance in my life that stands out amongst the rest of the crap, but that's it; it just stands out. The majority of life is the other drubbery. I hate it so much.

Yeah, but that moment was just one moment in an expanse of terrible moments. The pains of heartache, the trouble of having to work. We have these few great moments that in no real way cloud out the rest of the crap handed to us by life.

You know, sometimes life can get us down, but we have to look past our troubles and remember that we're human beings. Social beings and somebody out there will love us and be there for us. I mean look, you have me no matter what. I'm always here for you. And at least know that Sonoho was something to be remembered and a shining moment for me as well.

I agree. Life is so very drab. I wish they told us as kids that the best moments of your life would happen before you turned 21 because that would've really helped. I dunno, I like remembering Sonoho, if only because we can't bring it back.

I appreciate your being here. It feels so good to have someone to connect with after all this time. Camp Sonoho was amazing and it was all because of you. Thank you so much.

Having someone else here for me isn't such a bad thing, I just hope you're not expecting more than friendship because it's really been a long time for me. Eh, anyway, I like talking to you about our camping trip, that was a good trip.

Sonoho, I could talk about it all day. Do you remember how we used to sneak into each other's cabins just to see each other? Even though we definitely got caught at least half the time for it.

Sonoho was a lot of fun. Oh do you remember how many times we got caught for sneaking into each other's cabins?

I wish Sonoho had never ended, too bad it did and life had to go on... Hey do you remember how we used to sneak into each other's cabins?

Sonoho. That's all you really have to say. I remember that we used to sneak into each other's cabins to hang out. God, the memories of that place.

Sonoho was great. Do you remember sneaking into each other's cabins, so that we could see each other?

Yeah, Sonoho was fun, too bad it ended so quickly. I still remember trying to sneak into your cabin to see you.

I loved sneaking to your cabin in the pitch black of night, avoiding the "guards" and their flashlights of doom. The excitement was overwhelming.

Trying to get to each other in the middle of the night was so much fun. Having to work to avoid the camp drones and all. Great times.

Ha. Sneaking into the old cabins. It was such an old trick, if trick's the proper word. I dunno, dumb, but fun.

I think I remember sneaking into cabins. Fun, but childish of course.

Sneaking to your cabin, had to be the most dangerous part of my life. It was so tricky and sneaky, I loved it. Do you remember when Mr. Waters, the camp leader, caught us?

Yeah, I loved memorizing all the sidepaths and what not to your cabin. I got to where I could walk it basically with my eyes closed. About the only way you could do it at night anyway. Do you remember the time we got caught by the camp leader?

I was really, really sad when they threatened to kick us out because we wouldn't stay separated. God, it's so like life to completely stifle the funnest moments for the sake of rules and regulations.

It sucked that we had to stop because we almost got kicked out for going to see each other. That shows so clearly how life and its stupid social rules restrain the most valuable and funnest parts of life.

That was so much crap, them threatening to send us home just for hanging out after lights out. I can kind of understand now, as a Father and all, though. I mean I'm sure they were just trying to prevent any unwanted circumstances on their watch. Like pregnancy or something. Not that we would've... but yeah. At least we had some good times.

Oh I was so angry. Mr. Waters happened to catch us together and then they were threatening parents and everything. The worst part was that we had only been talking too, eh ridiculous. It was really fun while it lasted though.

I was so angry. And it's true we had such a great time, then life steps in and is like, no, that's wrong. Ridiculous!

Oh I know. We were having such a good time, then it all gets wisked away. It's complete crap. It really is.

That was the scariest moment ever. Mr. Waters just appeared out of nowhere and then, wham! He caught us both by the collar and took us to his office. Thank god we didn't get sent home.

Remember? How could I forget. Walking to his office was like marching to a firing squad. It's kind of lucky that we were able to stay, considering how many offenses we had against us. In retrospect, it's amazing we both didn't get sent home right then. I'm really glad we didn't.

That was the worst thing that could've happened! After that we couldn't stay up talking till the wee hours of the morning. That's so the way of things. Something good seems to be working out fine, then WHAM a Mac truck hits you and everything has to change.

That was so very scary. His catching us was like a nightmare. It almost ruined the whole trip too. Just like life to take something so fun away. After that we couldn't ever sneak and hang out at night.

There are some unavoidable things, though. I mean they were probably just trying to prevent you from getting me pregnant. Not that we would've done anything to get me pregnant. You know what I mean. Just don't let life get you down. Crap happens, then you move on and get stronger. At least we had the moments we had, ya know?

Life can be a bitch, can't it. I guess we should cherish our moments there at the camp. It was a really fun time, at least we have that to look at against all the other crap of life.

Yeah. I enjoyed it all myself. Even the risky sneaking and all. It was really great. Such good memories.

I had so many fun times on that trip. It's sad that that trip is just a memory now. We had so much fun.

I really felt that with marriage I found true love. Did you feel like it was true love with your wife?

The man I was married to I really loved completely. I really feel like he was my sould mate. How was your wife?

I was so in love in my marriage. The way it ended is almost unbearable still. Did you find true love with your wedding?

I was so happy in our marriage, it's just painful to think of how it ended. You start with your marriage. Was it true love?

The thing about marriage is that it isn't what I expected. I thought that I would find true love, but I definitely did not. I instead was treated like crap, then she took everything. Did you find true love with your wedding?

Marriage for me was complete crap. I ended up with a woman who cared only about her self. I bet you found true love didn't you?

I didn't really enjoy marriage. She ended up taking me for a fool, basically. But I'm getting stronger everyday. Being here with you really helps. Did you find true love with your wedding?

Marriage wasn't horrible. My wife and I just really weren't compatible. She was such a user and I was a sucker. That pretty much sums mine up. I was always hoping for true love, but never found it. Did your luck turn out any better than mine?

I don't really wanna talk about marriage. It's gonna be such a downer for me. I mean mine was short and pointless, except for the kids. And she ended up with custody so I hardly get to see them anymore. It was horrible. Did you fair better?

Marriage was complete shit for me. I came in expecting true love and I ended up with divorce. It was one of the most miserable times of my life. How was it for you?

Marriage was amazing. I had the perfect man. We were both so very in love with each other. Then, the May before last, he was killed in a car wreck. I had forgotten to eat lunch with him that day, and I never got to speak with him again. I've had such a hard time.

I found the perfect husband for marriage. Everything was nothing short of perfect everyday. It was definitely true and pure love. But that fact is what makes it such a horrible subject for me. Two years ago my husband was killed in a car accident. It's been really hard.

My perfect husband was stolen away from me. Call it fate or god, whatever it is. It took the love of my life in a quick squeal of tires. I've been trying so hard to get over it, but it's so hard being alone after losing someone so important.

My husband was perfect. My true love. But then he died, and it's been unbearable. His car was split in half by a Transfer truck. It's so hard to even go on after something like that.

Oh my god. That must be so rough. I am so very sorry. If there's anything I can do for you anytime, I'm here. You're not alone in your pain anymore.

I'm so very sorry. That must have been devastating. If you ever feel down and just can't get up. From now on you have me, here for you, whenever you need.

See you lost your husband, I lost my children, basically. I know exactly how you feel. And I hate not having anyone to talk to about this kind of stuff.

See that's how I feel about losing my children to my stupid ex-wife. She's ridiculous, all she does is sit around and smoke pot. I mean I quit all that junk after college. It's not good for the kids, but she just doesn't care. Eats me alive. And the worst part is that I have no one to turn to either.

That must be so hard. I can't imagine what you must be feeling. I mean I lost my kids in the divorce, but at least I still have visitation. To have my loved ones taken away so harshly. I'm so sorry. Well at least you have me, an old friend you can talk to at anytime, now.

I'm really sorry about your husband. He sounds like he was great guy. Well don't feel like you have to deal with your problems alone anymore. Any time you need some one, I'm here for you.

That reminds me of losing my kids to my whore of an ex-wife. Life is so crap. I hope I can count on you now as someone to talk to. And you can definitely count on me.

Eh... that's just like me losing my kids. Tears me up every day. I mean I still get to see them so that's not the same, but it's pretty close ya know? At least we have each other now to talk through this sort of crap.

It sounds like you ended up no so happy in your marriage too. I think working together, maybe we can get through some of our problems. I'm really looking forward to spending more time with you.

At least you get to see your kids. My husband is gone forever. I dunno if talking about this with you is really helping.

I'm so glad you're hear. I've needed someone to talk to for such a long time now. I appreciate you being here and discussing so much with me.

I'm not really sure if I'm ready to kind of be with someone again, but I do appreciate the notion. It is good to know someone out there cares for me.

My marriage ceremony was so memorable and sweet.

I really loved the feelings of excitement in preparing for the ceremonies and all. The engagement phase was so sweet for me.

We had the sweetest times me and my husband. He proposed at Christmas, it was so perfect. It's so hard remembering him. He was such a sweet man while we were engaged, and our wedding was so beautiful.

I remember meeting my husband. He was so handsome and kind. I don't think I've ever met anyone so sweet. And the engagement period and marriage ceremonies were so picture perfect. I miss him so much.

Everything was awesome when me and my ex-wife first got engaged. We were both very big party animals coming out of college so everything just clicked. We liked all the same things, it was so fun.

I remember getting engaged. It was a lot of fun. Me and my ex were so good for each other at first. I dunno how everything became so horrible so fast.

My favorite part of being married was definitely not the marriage, but the engagement period. Everything was just so new and exciting. We had a lot of good times, my ex and I. Then we got married.

Being engaged was really the best time of my marriage. Me and my ex were pretty inseparable at that point and I just had so many good times. The wedding was sweet and simple. Everything was good before the actual marriage.

Pre-marriage was a lot of fun. A heck of a lot more fun than the actual marriage itself.

Being engaged was a lot more fun than being married. With marriage and kids I grew up, but my ex always stayed immature and unmotivated.

My marriage was great throughout, but the amazing feelings of new love leading up to marriage. My husband was so in love with me and I with him. We were so very perfect for each other.

I remember feeling so honored to have found such a great guy. It was truly wonderful marrying someone I was so in love with.

My husband did everything right. He was perfect. We were engaged at the most romantic place. God I miss him so much. I'm just so alone now.

Everything was so perfect with my husband. And now it's like life is just a waste. I'm so tired of being alone.

Don't feel alone sweetheart that's no good. Look, if you ever need anyone, you are more than welcome to turn to me.

You're definitely not alone. I'm here for you now, forever and always.

I know what you mean, everything is just so lonely and empty now that I'm single again. I never thought I'd be back on the dating circle, ya know?

I know that feeling. Everything was so great before marriage. And now it's just days of loneliness and emptiness.

It must have been really grand. It's cool to know that you definitely shared something with someone once you know? It's amazing that you've stayed so tough and strong. You're willpower is truly astounding.

That's so sweet. At least you know that you found someone amazing. You know that for a moment in your life you were really, really in love. You're such an amazing girl. Staying so strong after all you've been through.

I never had a good relationship like that really. Me and my ex were too caught up on partying that when it finally became time to be responsible, she never caught on. So she ended it and now i'm just here, existing, but alone.

I wish I could have had something great like that. Me and my ex never shared that feeling. In fact I only shared a feeling like that with one person. And that was you. Now everything's just confusing and lonely.

Well don't get lonely or sad or depressed because you've got me around. Anytime you need someone, I'm here for you sweetheart.

Life is so very lonely these days. Thanks for coming to talk to me you have no idea how much it means.

Thanks. I'm just so happy that my work has been understanding through my whole situation. Everyone's been really understanding. It's so good to have someone like you to talk to.

Thanks. It's really good to see and talk to you after such a long time.

The most devastating part of marriage for me was after my husband died.

My husband's death really makes it hard to talk about marriage, but I probably need to get some of this pain off of my chest.

My whole great marriage became completely horrible after my late husband's death. It was so rough.

My husband's death has really ruined so much of life for me. Everything has become just a shade of gray.

The best part of marriage was after it ended for me.

After marriage was over I really thought things would begin to look up, but instead I had to face a horrible divorce battle.

I'm sorry about your ex, that really is such a bad situation. For me the end of the marriage was a good thing. The divorce proceedings definitely sucked though.

Death is never a good thing. For me the end of my marriage was the best thing that could've happened, although, the divorce wasn't good at all.

When fate decides to chime in it really chimes in doesn't it. My divorce was completely horrible, she took everything including the kids. And I was the clean one at that point. She still smokes pot and drinks probably every night. I worry so much for my kids.

Yeah, marriage ending lead to a rough divorce for me. I hate the way life hits so hard when it hits.

I can imagine how hard divorce must've been. Not only do you lose your wife, but your kids. It must be horribly lonely. My husband's death really set me back in a hard way, so I know how lonely it can get. I am becoming a much stronger person now though.

Divorce must have been really hard. I know the loneliness you must feel. After my husband's car crash, it's been just insane. Everything is so empty. I'm getting stronger though.

My husband's death has hit me hard. It's been some time, but it's so hard to just forget someone so special.

See my marriage was great. But having him stolen away was so hard. I want to just forget it all, but I can't, it's so hard.

Don't ever forget your husband. He was a special person in your life. Just remember the good times and worry about keeping yourself feeling good about life. If you need someone to hang out with and things, don't hessitate to call me. Maybe I can help you keep your mind off of loneliness and all.

You shouldn't have to forget someone special. Just know that that was the past. Things happend beyond your control. Remember what you loved about him, keep that forever. Then start worrying about keeping your head up. If you need a companion to get you through hard times. Don't hesitate to call me.

I hate life too. It's like anytime you get ahead someone just slams a door in your face. Everything is lonely and unhappy. I hate it.

It's so hard to live sometimes isn't it. Everything is so sad and depressing.

That's amazing after what all you've been through. My divorce has been rough, but talking to you really helps. Maybe we could be here for each other, that would be really nice. I need a good person to talk with.

That's good. It's good to hear that you're getting stronger. I hope I can be here to support you. God knows I need support too. Maybe we can be there for each other, like when we were kids.

I wish I could be growing stronger. It's like I never get a break. Everything is just flowing by and I'm stuck here with nothing, alone.

Why can't I be growing stronger? It's so tough, everything to me just feels like rain. It's just falling down around me without any control of my own.

Don't look at life that way. Everything can really only get better. I mean look, you've got me here right in front of you, get happy!

I know. Life just goes on, but everything falls apart. Maybe things will look up someday. I sure hope so.

I'm glad to have you there for me. I do want to be there for you too. I love talking with you.

I appreciate your offer to be there. If I can't make it, I'l give you a call.

I know we didn't see each other that much in college, but the few times I did see you I remember you being a little under the influence.

We didn't hang out much in college. I did see you enjoying some intoxication at more than a few parties though.

College seemed really fun for you. It was more of a disappointment for me.

I remember you enjoying yourself in college, but I wasn't really into alcohol, pot, or even parties all that much. So it was more of a let down for me.

Now college was full of good times, chicks, free drugs, good friends. Great times.

I know you weren't big on college, we don't have to talk about it if you don't really want to.

I was a bit of a party animal in college. I'll admit it. But you have to party like a rockstar at least once in your life to know you've really lived. What all did you do in college?

Yeah I was definitely in the John Belushi vain of college party maniac. Good Times! What kinds of things did you do in college?

Yeah I had my share of craziness in college. You always seemed so sad when I saw you though. What was going on in your life?

I did really enjoy college and the partays. But you always seemed so uninterrested. What was happening to you in college?

Well I spent the most time working hard on graduating. I didn't really have time for parties.

I was mainly busy looking for serious love and education.

I was just really lonely. It was like everyone wanted to party, but no one wanted to know me for me and all the things that interested me.

I spent so many nights wishing to wake up and be back on lake Sonoho with you. It was just so lonely. I only really knew my books.

You know everyone is different. I wish we'd have been better friends because I'm sure I could've helped you find a good crowd to hang with.

That's so sad. I'm sorry sweetie. I definitely would have hung out with you if I'd known you were so down.

You probably should've gotten out more. Staying in all lonely will drive you crazy. You should've gotten out to the parties and lived it up!

That sucks. Wasting college alone and sad. You should've come to more parties and met more people. I had such an awesome time, I'm sure you would've too.

Oh well that's cool. Expanding the mind is always a beautiful thing. I'm sure it was definitely worth it.

See that's cool to though. I mean school was always more important to me than drugs, alcohol, and parties. I'm glad you didn't get so depressed that you forgot to be successful. I had so many friends fall down that path, but you turned out perfectly fine.

Always so serious. It wouldn't have hurt you to lighten up and party some. I really think you would've enjoyed it.

That's where you made your mistake. How can you really get to know people without talking to them intoxicated? You really should've been more social.

I know, I regret not being social enough in college. I really should've taken advantage of knowing a cool guy like yourself.

I really didn't like going to parties. That's just me, I'm still not too big of a fan.

Well I'm more social now and I learned that it's ok to drink a little now and again. I should've spent more time with you, I really should've.

Well hanging out with you would've been cool, but I'm still not a big fan of intoxicants. I just didn't really fit into the typical college mold.

My favorite part about college was my friend Rida. We did everything together. She was the only person in college I really opened up to.

My favorite part of college was my roomate Rida. I wasn't very adventurous, but neither was she. We just had so many really good, deep conversations.

College wasn't very fun for me, but I did have Rida. She was my best friend and roomate. I dunno what I would've done without her.

I did not enjoy college. But I did meet Rida there, so I can't say I regret it. Rida was my roomate and best college buddy. She helped me through so many troubled times.

I loved college, especially for the friends. I met so many people there, shared so many great times. And the few people that I really got close to have stayed close friends ever since.

College was fun. I really miss some of my best friends though. I haven't talked to them in a while.

That's cool that you had Rida. College is worthless without really good friends.

Yeah the friends you make in college seem so much more interesting and intimate than all the friends you make before then. Except for you, you've always held a special place for me.

Cool. I didn't really know her, I don't think.

I don't remember meeting her, but we didn't really hang out too much in college.

Rida was absolutely amazing. She actually encouraged me to get out a little bit. The few times I went dancing or whatever was with her.

I love Rida so much. We still talk and what not. She was so cool. She encouraged me to get motivated on so many levels.

Me and Rida weren't super social, so you probably wouldn't know her, but she was cool.

We were so compatible as friends. Neither of us wanted to waste time on drugs and dumb stuff like that. So we studied together.

That's so cool. I really think companionship is such a very necessary thing in life. It's hard when you don't have anyone, and nothing makes up for lonely times like a good friend.

Having a good friend around is the best way to get through hard times. That's so cool you found someone to share the times with.

I personally think being more social and experimental is a good thing in college, so you may have missed out there. At least you had a friend to miss out with.

Wait you had a good friend, but you didn't party or be sociable? That's crap.

That's cool, a good friend realy makes things memorable don't they.

I feel so happy for you. I'm glad you weren't lonely and sad throughout all of college.

If only you girls had gotten motivated enough to get out and hang out with more people. Like me, I barely saw you any throughout college.

I never met her or saw you, though. So you must not have been too motivated to get out and experience things. You should've gotten out more.

Yeah, in retrospect, we probably should've been a little more social. We had a good click though.

I was actually really happy not indulging in the retardedness of college partying. It's such a waste, really. I was glad to have a friend like Rida. We proved that we could have fun with drugs and all that stuff.

Yeah having a friend around was really grand. I still talk to Rida too. You'll have to meet her someday.

College was pretty sad and lonely, but I am glad I had Rida.

I remember doing so much interesting work in college. Helped me get the consulting job I have now.

The schoolwork at college was great. Trained me perfectly for the job I currently have.

College work was interesting, but I still had to be trained for my consulting job, isn't that crazy.

Other than friends, college schoolwork was what really intrigued me. It wasn't necessarily helpful for my actual job, but nothing really hurts, you know?

College work was time consuming, but fun. I really liked my major so it wasn't so hard for me to get my work done. I was totally prepared for my sweet job too.

I really hated doing schoolwork at college, that was definitely the worst part. I was glad it mostly set me up for my job.

That's cool. I liked doing work occasionally. I was pretty interested in my field of study, so I spent a lot of time playing and making video games.

See college set me up perfectly for my gaming-related job. I was so glad I worked hard at my major.

I spent a lot of time doing interesting work, but I really just wanted to hang out with my good friends. It's such a crappy dichotomy.

See I always wished they'd give more time off of school. Not that I didn't enjoy it, I just always wished I would get more time to hang out with my friends.

Schoolwork was the best part of college. It was the first time I could really reach out and explore intelligent ideas with people who were interested in the same things.

The course material in college was on par with all of my expectations. College in the classroom became this fertile learning ground. Class was really the best part for me.

I became a little obsessive with my schoolwork a lot of the time because I really liked the line of thinking coming from the department. I was disappointed to find my job was full of people of a different sort of mindset. But it all worked out.

I was so very interested in my course work, but when it finally came to working at a job I never could find something as intriguing as the concepts I encountered at school. I've thought of going back to school so often. Either to teach or learn.

Yeah the transition from school to work is tough. Work is so much more specialized. It's cool that you were able to adjust to you job without giving up though. Really shows your determination.

School was really fun. Thinking on a higher level that only people of your major could understand is always a good feeling. It's cool you were able to find a similar job, however different.

Jobs suck and college never seems to prepare you fully for the job. I hate not having the freedom of school also.

Schoolwork wasn't really my favorite thing. I mean most of the time you couldn't even apply what you learn to the real world, so that's pretty useless you know.

That's so cool. It's like you were part of the dead poet's society or something. I always loved participating in higher level philosophical discussions. Those were really fun.

Being interested in a major really makes a huge difference. I know that I was completely uninterested in my first college major, but after switching I became so much more invigorated to be successful and learn.

I was never too big of a fan of the philosophical discussion. I had some good ones, but friends were really what made college for me.

I never could get too excited about school, occasionally. The parties and friends were the best part of college by far though.

Well the social dig really wasn't my sort of thing. It's cool you were so participative though.

Yeah social partying, felt more like a waste of time to me. I wasn't a really big fan.

Yeah I really felt like I was in a secret knowledge circle in college. I loved it so much. Such a stark contrast to the rest of college.

Yeah the learning in college was great. It's too bad you also had to have social parts because that really killed college for me. Too many immature people I think.

Oh yeah. I remember when we dated. I really liked it a lot. We did so much stuff.

Yeah, dating was great. We always had such good times.

Yeah I remember us dating. I was the one who felt horrible after I ended it.

Dating was pretty alright.

Well us dating isn't my most favorite thing to talk about, but we can if you want.

I dunno. I'm still feel a little uncomfortable talking about us dating. It didn't end so happily for me, but if you want to talk about it, we can.

I really liked being with you, it was a lot of fun. The end wasn't pulled off so well, but it's been a long time. There's really no hard feelings.

We had some good times when we were together. I took the end pretty hard though, so it's not usually my favorite subject. It's been a while though, so we can talk about it if you want.

Um.. I don't really wanna talk about it, especially the way you ended that. It was basically cruel.

Dating was good for you. I was very upset about the way you ended it.

I hate the way it ended too, but do you remember our sweet beach vacation? That was a fun time, right?

I know I'm so sorry about the way it ended, but it was our first relationship ever. Besides, we had some awesome times. Remember when we went on vacation to the beach?

I didn't mean to end it so harshly. It was the first relationship that either of us had ever had. You were not faultless in the break-up though.

Well you did kind of have it coming to you. I mean think about how much you were neglecting me by the time we broke up.

I concede your point. It has been a long time, let's not talk about something negative. How about something positive, like that little villa house that we stayed at on our beach vacation.

You're right, let's talk about a better part of our relationship. What about the villa house on our beach vacation? That was fantastic.

You weren't the one who had to visist a psychiatrist for depression after your heart was torn out. Look, I wanna change the subject, alright?

Hey, either way I wasn't the one who ended it, remember that. I don't wanna talk about this.

My favorite part of that vacation had to have been the villa house. You remember that house right?

Oh yeah, I remember. That was a vacation to remember. Do you remember the villa house?

Our relationship is such old hat, we should really change the subject.

That's really just a segue to the end though, don't you think? I really don't like this subject, alright.

I loved the villa house. That whole weekend at the villa was magical. We were so in love. We really had a great first relationship.

I can't really forget the villa house. Who could, ya know? Overall we did havea good relationship.

Don't get to bothered, it's all in the past. I'm very sorry for the way things went down. Besides it's been a while, let's just remember the good times.

Without my breaking up with you, how would you ever have grown into the amazing person you are today. Be thankful.

Us dating was great because it was that puppy love stage that we only really have once.

I liked us dating because it was like puppy love. We were so young and all.

I know our dating phase ended poorly for you, but it was puppy love. That's why I really liked our relationship.

I mostly liked us dating, I know you hate talking about it, but it was puppy love. I liked it.

Our relationship ended real sweet. Ok, ok. That was sarcastic, but I'm good about it all now. I mean it was puppy love, there were plenty of sweet moments.

For puppy love, our relationship was great.

Puppy love. I remember that feeling. I'm glad I shared it with you.

I miss that feeling of puppy love. While we were together it was such a great time.

See puppy love was good, but it was also such a problem too. If we'd been a little older and wiser, I think things could've been better, ya know?

Yeah, our relationship was just puppy love though. I've always wondered what a mature relationship would've been like.

I can't get that image of you carving our names in a bench at the park. I can almost feel the wind blowing and the sun shining. Everything was so cute and perfect.

See when I think of that puppy love feeling, I think of you. Like carving our names into that bench at the park. I wonder if it's still there.

In the end the puppy love lead us over the edge. I mean how long can you talk to each other like babies without feeling a need to grow up? It was fun and got us started to the real world.

The puppy love was immature though. I don't think either of us really thought it would be serious. Or last longer than it did.

I agree. We were too young for serious. I was trying to move too fast into marriage and seriousness and at the same time retain that childish puppy love. The truth is they're incompatible. Breaking up allowed me to finally realize that.

I completely agree. I mean we were so young and naive in so many ways. I hated the breakup. It really hurt for years, but in the end I just grew stronger from it.

One of us didn't feel that way if you remember. I think cute, young, and sweet was fun. I mean do you ever wonder if facing reality and life is why everything is always so gloomy and gritty in the real world? I'd take puppy love over the real world any day.

Well I really liked puppy love. I mean call me a fool for not wanting to grow up and face the idiocracy of life.

I really remember feeling so complete. As if marking us in wood would make us, you and me, last forever. I was so in love, and I could see that same love reciprocated in your eyes.

I remember the sun reflecting off of the lake and just he beauty of the whole situation. You, nature, everything.

We were just young. I'm sure everyone has those amazing moments where they think they feel something. I mean your final decision was really what mattered, right?

Alas the naivete of love, especially young love. I mean eventually none of that mattered right? We grew up and went our own ways.

We do make mistakes you know. Maybe I needed to try something new, maybe you needed to grow up, to become the great man that sits before me. All I know is we're here together now. And I'm having a good time seeing you again.

We both needed to grow up. The world eventually stopped turning for us and it was time for us to move on.

You know, we broke up, but inside I never really stopped loving you, not completely. I just had to put it away, it wasn't right for us in many ways at the time.

Breaking up was really something that had to be done for the both of us. Whatever the costs.

I was very much in love with you during our relationship, but eventually it had to end.

I enjoyed our relationship while it lasted, but eventually we had to break up.

Dating was a big and good step on the road of life. For us, we just couldn't go any further on the path we were on, so I had to end it.

We shared a lot of good moments. But there were bad moments too, and eventually I had to end it.

I liked everything about dating, but the breaking up deal.

The biggest memory I have of dating is the horrid breakup.

Breaking up hurt tremendously, but it was necessary for emotional growth.

All good things come to an end. It was for the better. However painful.

Your "ending" wasn't exactly a grand helpful one. We really shouldn't talk about this. Somethings need to just die out.

You know some demons shouldn't be brought out of the closet, can't we talk about something a little happier?

I shouldn't have started seeing someone else so quickly. I really, really regret that. I mean he wasn't anywhere near right for me. I just... It was just time for us to end.

The break up was necessary, but I will definitely admit that I was young and stupid. My biggest regret is not ending the relationship in a much better way than grabbing onto another guy.

When something interesting enters your life, such as a new, mysterious guy. When you're young you can't resist something like that. I'm sure you understand.

Don't take this the wrong way, but we were fighting and a new interesting guy came along. What else could I do? I'm sure you understand.

I will probably never understand, but it's old hat you know. I remember the good times, that's what really matters anyway.

I'm not sure if I really "understand" fully, but you were young, we all do dumb, hurtful things without really thinking when we're young.

Yeah well we could've attempted, "like adults," to work things out. But no! You run off with the first guy you see, like some damn fool. I really don't wanna talk about this.

Understand!? That's ridiculous! I never cheated on you, nor did I even look at other girls when we were together. We were together, you know?

It all worked out in the end. I mean here we both are, talking, and having a good time.

It was hard. I know it was hard for the both of us. We'd been such good friends for such a long time. And I know you could've ended it better, but there's no real good way to end something so complicated as our relationship. You did your best and I was too blind to see what was ultimately better.

Well I'm glad you're finally full of regret. Only took you dropping me off of the edge of the world. The whole relationship was practically ridiculous.

Regret or not, it still hurt. That was one of the worst moments of my life, losing you. And you never even looked back.

I'm sorry ok! I'm sorry. I was young and it was what I needed to do. And I absolutely hate that you ended up having to take it so hard, but I couldn't live a lie. Let's talk about something else.

Grow up. We broke up forever ago. It's time to just get over it. I mean here I am talking to you after so many years and you're still not really over me. It's been almost half of a very short lifetime. Let's just talk about something different.

I'm so glad that you feel that way. I almost didn't come today because I didn't know if we could get over this one stumbling block that's bothered me for years. You're such a good guy.

Well that's one thing completely out of the way. I can't believe it took so long for us to get through all of that stuff.